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YOUR HAPPINESS SICKENS ME
I WANT A LIFE LIKE YOURS
YOU LOOK TO ME WITH VANITY
I KNOW YOU'RE SO MUCH MORE

I WANT A LOVE AND HAPPINESS
TO SHARE WITH ME IN BED
TO SHARE WITH ME A HAPPY KISS
SO I WON'T FEEL SO DEAD

MY EYES HAVE TURNED INTO GLASS
AND YOU MAKE MY EYES BREAK
I THINK TOO SLOW AND WISH TOO FAST
THIS HELL I CANNOT SHAKE

I DANCE WITH FEAR ACROSS THE ROOM
I TELL YOU WHAT I WANT
AND EVEN THOUGH I ENVY YOU
I CANNOT TAKE YOUR SPOT

YOU'RE MORE THAN ME, I BREAK TOO QUICK
I'M NOTHING UNDER PRESSURE
MY HAPPINESS FAILS TO STICK
MY SADNESS KILLS MY TREASURE

I FEEL SO FREE IN MY WISH
I FORGET JUST WHO I AM
I FEEL FREEDOM, SADNESS SPLIT
MY HAPPINESS IS SHAM

I THANK YOU THOUGH FOR WHAT YOU HAVE
IT HELPED ME GET AWAY
EVEN IF, FOR A SECOND FLAT
IT HELPED ME FLEE THESE CHAINS
:iconash-baker:
I saw a picture of a man with his child. I've always liked family pictures, but when I saw this picture, I was struck with envy. Maybe that was how I've always felt when seeing other pictures, and I just realized what the feeling was.

I saw a Man swinging his child around, and it made me feel happy for a second, then made me envy him. For, my life is loveless, and pathetic. I even steal random strangers lives, in my mind, and hold onto it with a deathgrip. It is unfortunate I cannot freeze myself in an imaginative world of happiness, for that will always beat what my real life is like- even if it is fake... But even though I cannot freeze like this, I will always be greatful to the picture for my temporary freedom.
:iconkafawlith:
You have a way with capitalization which I find beautiful. You don't burden yourself with much punctuation brogues. I admire that about you. 'The sadness will end.'
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